what can i say? the day that i've been anticipatin for months, oops should i say-since the day i entered lower6, finally has arrived. yeah after today, STPM will be history and so is my form6 life, as well as life as schoolboys?

here is the summary of events from pre to post STPM.

those sleepless nights and feeling sleepy during lessons are still fresh in my mind. those midnight oils i burnt (which is very bad for health), the horrible grades i see after getting back my exam papers and the questions that my friends asked most of the time - "r u studying?"- tortured me mentally. anyway, whether i was studying or not, they will still consider i was studying. haha.

besides, i was lured to join seminar by kasturi again and that burned a big hole in my pocket. nevertheless, attending-seminars is still a fun and memorable experience like the pasts. there are just too much weird and funny incidents that took place. the eccentric people that we came across, strange incidents took place and not forget to mention- jakun-ing. well, after all, this would be the last seminar that i could attend, i mean exam-oriented seminar.

and the last week before the big day was very crucial. i mean one has to prepare themselves physically and mentally. imagine u have to memorise every single facts in that whole stacks of books into ur brain or learn a few new long-wined chapters (that u never come across in life?) at the 11th hour? sickening...

yes it's very nice to receive good luck messages from ur friends, especially those whom u didnt see for quite some time. frankly, i never thought of getting messages from kuek, kam wah and etc. another thing, nowadays they even use SMS to circulate the soalan ramalan. just imagine how many times it may undergoes modification before it reached u? haha. anyway, soalan ramalan is just ramalan.

the night before Bio 1... i couldnt sleep and ended up didnt sleep at all. oh, i couldnt describe my feeling, a mixture of excited, guilty and nervous. the paper was actually ok. later that day, i made someone upset. sorry. perhaps i was really stressed up, just like u.

that friend later correctly guessed few topics which really came out in paper 2. . lucikly i managed to read up and memorised the ones on cardiovascular diseases. it helped me a bit. if i read up all his tips, surely can do much better lo.

again i didnt sleep on the night before Maths1. as usual, maths is my weakest subject. though most of the questions were quite straight-foward, err.. still i cant arrive at the correct answer. though rather moody, i still gotta meet calvin after that. susah betul la ...

surprisingly PA 1 was easy, much easier than expected. i read up those not-so-popular-but -could-come-out- topics. laser? robot? aeroangkasa? khidmat negara? none of it came out. wasted my time only. anyway PA 2 was ok except for the essay part.

Maths 2 was the horrible. the worst exam that i've sit for so far. the feeling of commiting suicide after Add Maths during SPM is still very fresh in my mind and Maths 2 is much worse than it (for me la...) err...definitely screw up my chances la. how?

after that, i have no mood at all to read chem. so in the end, i screwed up Chem 1 as well. haha. not so easy not so tough questions. by the way, i 've made many silly mistakes.

later on we have 3 days of holidays. if i've used up the 3 days well, i would still doubt whether i can do well in Chem 2. it was tough. especially the part where the teacher just rushed through.

anyway what's over is over, quoted from chian.

that was the last day.

that's all. this chapter is officially closed, at least for the time being.