did i tell u guys that i think i've become insane? perhaps i m suffering from mental disorder or depression? my friends put it as post-STPM syndrome.(first of its kind...)

many things troubling me: exam, family, friendship, money and the list goes on. these are typical problems faced by everyone else but just that they suddenly came to my mind, at the same time.

cant sleep at night. i'll be busy cleaning my room, then rest for awhile then on9 and the process repeats. during daytime, i'll be too tired and fall asleep. wake up at night and the cycle repeats.

yeah i worry bout too many things, some which are beyond my control. i think in a too complicated way, which many of my friends pointed out. that's why i am unhappy most of the time?

well, the situation is not so severe that u guys might afraid seeing me mengamuk on the streets holding a parang. anyway, thanks to some of u who actually spent some time chatting with me. it helps.

i went to pasar malam yesterday. the cetak rompak cds are getting more expensive. 5 bucks per cd. "now only u know?" yoke mun's initial response. well i was holding 3 cds with one hand and 10 bucks note on the other. that guy looked puzzled. then only he told me it should be 15 bucks. damn paiseh.

anyway, now that i have 3 cds that add up to my collection. oh nice songs from leo ku, eason, janice, kenny and etc. totally satisfied... though they are rather expensive now.

strangely didn meet much lala-s on the street. perhaps all busy preparing for SPM?

as for tonight, which is friday night, not much people on9. so bored la. haih...