hey everyone, i'm back. * i'm still alive*

lately, i was too tired so i have no time for blogging or even online.

received a bad news few days ago. i accepted it though i'm rather upset at how things turn out and most importantly, i'm disappointed at myself. self-guilt

a friend had been very sarcastic lately. i cant stand that person anymore- how can someone be so fake all the time? that's annoying and i'm very irritated at the person's words and action.

right now, i'm in hot water for some trouble which i had yet solved.

u see, i've been experiencing all sorts of bad luck since march. sigh. it's like sudah jatuh ditimpa tangga.

why life gotta be like this? it's so unfair.

another get-together

i know this is pretty lame but we had another reunion the other day.



















it's so fun to put everyone into one room and started chit chatting. oh, i miss ICQ-ing.

the deleted entry

guys i'm back. no, it wasnt any post-stpm-result depression as some of u might think. i was just busy.

actually i posted one lengthy entry abt something (someone) that pissed me off so much. however, for some reasons, i decided to remove it.

whatever happened, happened. i cant pretend as if nothing took place. try to take it as a blessing in disguise.

listen, it's over now.

time flies by again, it's april now. up to my expectation, march was full of hassles.

it never came across my mind we actually had more gatherings to discuss abt the courses than study groups before the exam. guess i could never forget the troubles i had throughout that period. i was so stressed.

but, at the end of the day, the most valuable thing i've learnt is to make decisions and yes, i'm aware this one would change my life.

thx to everyone for their opinions and comments. not forgetting to express my gratitude to li lin and sharon for giving me so much crucial information.

well, i'm glad to say everything is over now. once and for all. no more headaches abt application stuff. the only thing i need to do now-keep my fingers crossed that things will work out as planned.

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i dont know where i'll be posted. i dont know what course i will get. insecurity kills me. i feel life is so hopeless.