time does flies by. at the blink of an eye, it's the end of the year again. oh, i found hard to believe that today (right now) is the last day of 2005.

still remember the moment when i was thinking what 2005 has in plan for me? seems like it just took place yesterday. oh,it has been one year.

2005 has been a great year. aint enough to describe in just one word *poor vocab* definitely will post an entry just abt the ups and downs throughout the year.

i still havent plan my resolution for the coming year.

and i'm too lazy to continue right now. just too tired.

again, before i forget, goodbye 2005 and helo 2006.

again, thanks to everyone for reading. i tried a new style of posting entries. added photos as well so that it wont be so boring.

actually christmas eve was quite fun for me and i owe it to my friends. without them definitely it wont be so interesting. i guess everyone celebrated it in their own ways isnt? bbq, church gatherings, party and etc.

let me reveal some stuff from behind the scenes. first, i gobbled the food, cause i cant waste time as i need to get back to lrt station before 11.30pm. didnt talk much to lex and it's kinda awkward. lastly, being alone while everyone was either in pairs on group. they have more fun than i did. so it wasnt as enjoyable as everyone thinks.

work? things seem to return square one. i mean, i have 2 new colleagues and the existing one will leave soon. i need start everything all over again. and i dont know what to expect from them. it will a brand new chapter anyway. oh, i met another ah fai in my life. this time, in my workplace, to be precise.

met jackie this afternoon. took him all the way from ts to pudu plaza to inquire bout hp. he lost his hp on christmas eve. i guess that would be someone's else christmas gift. be more careful next time ya.

along with vincent's surprise visit, i had a shock. aggie was boss's elder daughter. perhaps she is just being low profile? err... luckily me didnt gossip bout boss in front of her. haha.

today someone's mother asked if there's vacancy. "mak cik u nak tanya kerja?"that was in my mind. after few seconds, she pulled her daughter into the shop. so i took out the form and handed over to her. she took it and ran away. -_-". after 10 minutes, she returned the form and left. well, she put her 187 cm as her height. it was either she never measures her height or have no comment sense at all? sekali pandang can tell she isnt 187 cm la.

another girl filled PINKY in the column NRIC. that is for ic number la. when u dont know, u need to ask. see, now buat malu only.

after work, went to look for new pair of shoes in sg wang. the one i m wearing now is in terrible condition.as the saying goes, "good things wont be cheap". i bought that last year for 25 bucks and i had just wore it for one year. its lifespan is so short.

i have a serious toothache. and an appointment with the dentist would be the last choice. i prefer to rely on paracetamol( panadol la...)for the time being.
and the last 2 days i have no voice, i rarely can speak. *cough cough* am i dying soon?

haih...

24th december 2005

8.30 pm: still havent reach geh... where r u?
kawai: wearing a hat, holding a gigantic card in a red-enveloped and a sophisticated camera on the other hand entered the shop and greeted me. received my very first and only christmas present.


thx buddy, like it so much!

chat a while. then, he went out to kap lui reload his phone.


2nd time meeting him though knew each other for quite some time.

9.30 pm: sure, of course u can try that shirt. what size?
kawai's friend, lex, came over. i was introduced to lex. too busy serving customers. they chose to do last minute shopping? no la. just came in turned the shop upside down try many clothes and just went away, without buying anything.

9.55 pm: sorry, we are closed.
thx for aggie for helping me with the pc and money while i handle the technical stuff. successfuly closed the shop and left. i rugi 15 minutes to boss liao.

10.15 pm: let the fun begin!
it was quite crowded in times square. the spirit of christmas?haha. oh, 3 of us headed to lot 10 for dinner. kawai was so hungry wor. tried to avoid the crowd. kawai didnt want his card got decorated with unnecessary foams. so we went to sg wang and then took the overhead bridge to lot 10. lucikly found a place. me had bbq chicken while he had noodles. thx to lex for the drinks.*paiseh* hope can belanja him back next time.

10.40 pm: still enjoying...
drizzling. felt cold. finished our meal. took some pics. walked to kl plaza to hand the card to the owner. he is just too atractive, some many people made him as target. his hat made him even more outstanding :P


tension la take pics with him, coz he's damn handsome le.

10.55 pm: u go home by urself la
followed him to the restaurant (his friend's workplace). the atmosphere was so nice. i like the christmas tree there, dunno why. my idiotic sis refused to tumpang me home while my dad asked if i m still working -_-"


christmas tree le, what else?

11.00 pm: 1,2,3.. cheese~
took the same route where we came from. dropped by at picolo galleria. took some pics as well.


"hot chestnut hot chestnut, come buy la..."isnt that awkward? didnt suit the theme le: christmas la...

took this without his knowledge*jgn marah ye*

handsome and stylish.fyi, he's single and available. girls, what r u waiting for?

11.10 pm: wei, wait for me ya!
arthur phoned me and asked if i wanna go yam cha with them, cause fai will fetch me there. said "yes" without 2nd thought. bid goodbye with lex, he then joined his friends.


lex, another cute boy. haha.maybe i really sesat oh~

11.15 pm: had so much fun when u r around
bid goodbye with kawai. he was going to take his supper at the ship with his former classmates whereas i headed back to hang tuah.

mission: reach hang tuah lrt at 11.30 pm


i was so assured the situation was under control until i saw few police patrol cars around and one of policemen shouting "beri laluan!! ke tepi!!"and all he got was boo..


the assault team. pity the victim. caution: always walk in ground. outstanding ones will always be a victim.

p/s: was supposed to get nearer to crowd but fear of the safetly of the camera and myself. i dont wanna end up like a snowman.

11.40 pm: blerk! got ppl will fetch me home!
i was told the last train would bne at 11.30 pm guess if i change my mind i would still manage to take the last train?

11.45 pm: lumba haram?
waited for fai at the wrong place. stupid la me. he speed again and the ride was exhirilating. haha

25th december 2005

12.00 am: merry christmas everyone!
reached arthur's hse. others were there: keat, sang, dunno-his-name

12.30 am: die la die la... need to overnite here?
reached saga hill. fai brought me to a hill that overlooked part of kl. nice except for the mosquito bites (he was the victim). no la, not dating. just chit-chat. the next thing was ... he couldnt start his motorbike. omg. *am i gonna stranded here?* tried many times but still failed.pushed it down the hill but the it's still far away from main road. when i was about to ask for help, the motorbike can be started. merajuk?


trust me, what i saw wasnt like this.

12.35 am: *laugh till i cant breathe*
joined the rest for yam cha. had ice tea despite of my cough. while arthur as the jester, u can expect all sort of jokes and nonsense. from stories at workplace, gossip to angkor wat in cambodia (arthur was there for few months) the rest? talk crap as well la.

1.30 am: look over there. can see my house le?...
fai was sick and yet still need to fetch me home. felt so sry to ma fan him. " no la, i was the one that insist u come along, so i will send back geh la, besides not much chance to see each other..." so touched with his words. again he wanted to went up the hill again. this time others followed. so they crapped there again.

2.00 am: thx everyone. i enjoyed myself very much~
reached home safely. on9 awhile and chat with some friends.

thx to again for making christmas so much fun for me. haha.

last but not least, merry christmas everyone~
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and a happy new year! hehe...

before i forget, pmr results was released on thursday. congrats to some for getting straight As. heard that alot flopped their BM. the same problem, since my sis' batch.

arthur is back in kl. i cant really recognise him when he and sang greeted me today . it's been almost a year since the last time i see him. well, catching up with a friend, after such a long time..of cause i was damn happy la.

when it comes to buying gifts, err... i really hope that someone is beside me to give me his/her opinions. cause i m too indecisive. worse i need to follow my budget as well. i cant decide even on small matters like christmas gifts apatah lagi on decisions that will change my life?

right after work, i dashed to look for christmas present for my friends. ok i went in at least 4 shops and i still cant decide on what to buy. and the belt was worn out and mypants almost drop and yet i need to run from one place to another. finally i bought something. 1st time i exchange gifts, i mean recent years.

well tomorrow is christmas eve and yet i m alone by myself. sigh
christmas is just for couples haha.
for me, it will be lonely christmas, same title with eason chen's single.

remember i mentioned i received a call from my colleague, saying some shirts are missing? well it was a trick. i should have guessed that.
at least, now i can assure bout this: he's an idiot.

i met 3 horrible black men. they stepped into the shop. tried this tried that. "hey can i try that? "quickly i took out the hanger and passed him the shirt. he wore it and the next thing, "ok, i want this" and that repeated until the table was full of clothes and pants.

though they messep up everything but...luckily they decided to buy alot. and as usual, "any discounts? ... i always come here" ( u have no choice but to give me discount!)
i have no choice but to phone up boss. shit, cant get through! * when i need him the most*
mrs. boss kinda hesitate at first, but in the end, agreed to give them 5% discount.

i took out a rough paper and wrote the total for each of them. the total for one of them was 696. and after discounted, that will be 661.20. he said ok.
then i scan the price of the items into the pc and show him the total amount ...
then only he realised that his amount was less than what he should pay.
korek sini korek sana, he gathered 648 bucks. that's all he had.
he then asked for more discount. fyi, after u key in discount, there's no way to deduct the amount.
i was forced to phone up mrs boss, she was reluctant to accept just 648. insisted on asking us to ask them to change money or borrow from friends.
well, they themselves didnt have enough money, so how to borrow?
no, they wont go to the money changer. worse, what if they change their mind and left the shop and us with everything scanned into the pc? no, i CANT delete it. i will have a bigger problem after that.
so we were still in hot water anyway.* since the beginning*

again i tried to call boss, he then asked to pass the phone to him.
scream and shout la. "i m ur customer. i always come here to buy...how can....bla bla"
if i just accepted his 648, then me and my colleague need to dig 13.20 from our pockets?
no way!
boss was a smart man. he rather use his own money than to lose bussiness worth 696 bucks.
then money problem settled. before i started to think it was over,
the receipt didnt come out.
the other guy was screaming "hey faster faster..."
shit. why the receipt machine choose to let me down at that moment?
this time really kanasai la.
my colleague nearly fainted.

that guy still bising bising. tension betul la.
since receipt was spoilt, gotta wrote another receipt for him. so gotta take the clothes out from the paper bag, and wrote down each item's code. eg: SL XXXX-XX-DX. 4 items if i m not mistaken.

then when the other guy's turn, the total was 1020.30. he handed me the cash and i gotta really count correctly. and the receipt didnt come out again. wrote another receipt for him, 8 items i think. he handed me 1021 so i gave him the change: 0.70. he again bising-bising as if the amount was insufficient.

then the 3rd guy onli wanted a shirt. and then only he realised all the money have been used by his friends. one of the guy then angrily asked, "i thought the shirt was included in the bill". "NO NO"i answered. he tak puas hati. so i took out all 8 items from his bag and counted it while he checked the list. the onli he realised he made a mistake.

finally they left the shop.

it's good that they bought so much. err...but at least make sure have enough money la. dont go back on ur words la. they themselves agreed to the total i wrote on the paper and later argued and make a scene there. i hate drama, serioulsy. messed up everything. turned the shop upside down. imagine that after they left, me and my colleague still need to rearrange the clothes all over again. then onli i can eat the rice that i bought, peacefully...

that was the most challenging customer i served before, in my life. aiks, i hope i wont meet anyone worse than them. i guess now i strongly disagree with this: customer is always right!

about the colleague i mentioned earlier, he left. he quit his job. after an arguement with the other colleague. but that wasnt the reason, he just walked away and phoned me, "hey, i stopped le. u take k ah..." and he told me his family has problems. he needs to go back to his hometown.

well that eventually lead to bigger problems.

now that there are only 2 persons left, it is advisable not to go out for break. shit~means i cant eat outside and stuck inside the shop the whole day?

because of his action,* just walked away liddat* i screwed up almost everything. i spoilt others'day. i wasted others'time. i disturbed others' schedule.

yeah someone was right.
i m so selfish. i m so bad. i onli think of myself. i make stupid decisions. i treat others as dustbin. i onli bring problems to others. i m good for nothing.
that was what he said.

i admit i m really wrong this time. no, i didnt deny that in the first place. no matter how many times i said sry, it is no use. as ppl say, "sry, no cure"

anyone ever try to see things from my situation? if u were me, what would u do? and at times, there's a need to reject and say "no". i mentioned before, i hate ppl who go back on their words. i despise ppl who act as good samaritans when they arent.

no, i'll stop it here. i dont wanna talk anything bout it anymore. enough is enough.

one has the right to feel pissed off. one can scold anyone as much as he wants.

i learnt something from today's drama. seriously.

today was my offday. planned to hang out with some of my friends but most of them were so busy. woke up today i realised i have fever and my sore throat worsen. i should take strepsils ?

slept till around 12 pm. seriously,i never had enough sleep for the past 12 days and i aint gonna miss this chance to tidur cukup-cukup. then, did the laundry. my room was in a mess so need to kemas a bit.

had my lunch and headed to the bank: to change my savings account and apply for atm card. "haha...finally i have my 1st atm card" yeah la, i know most of u have one, some even have credit cards and etc, but let me be excited a bit le. haha.

in the bank, i received one call from kiong. earlier i asked him if he's free to yamcha. so he phoned me and sort of wanna chit-chat. cant le. the clerk was explaining some stuff to me.

then, my dumb ass colleague phoned. "hey, . the shirt that u signed the other day... one of it is missing. die la die la. who's gonna pay? . i have no money. lei hou ji wai ji ( how to write in eng?) i have no money. i dunno er i dunno er..."

anything we sette tomorrow. i told him off. *shut ur blardy mouth* how i wish i could tell him that... but he wont understand that fully, coz it's english.so why waste my effort?

i have no idea what exactly he is talking about. seriously. which shirt. which day. i dunno anything. he didnt told me anything.

besides, he is so childish. "die la die la...i dunno er. i dunno er..." i hate his attitude. remember when we were young we used to say "ho ho tak tau ho ho tak tau" just to make the person panic(heard of that rhythm b4?) . yeah, that time i still panic, not because the fact i might need to pay, but its his attitude. yeah till now, he still speaks in that manner. if really missing, either they sabotage me or it was stolen. i hate to say this: i have a strong feeling the first is the fact. who can assure they wont do that?

only god knows how long i gotta work with him and till then i have no choice but to tahan this paranoid. he freaked of almost anything. when there is troubles. when dealing with the computer. out of 7 days a week, i need to see them 6 days. and now, even on my offday, they wont give me a break. haih...i need and have to get my arse out of that place, seriously.

forget bout them. it ruined my day anyway.

at nite, joined my aunt and her church friends for christmas dinner. the food? so-so only la. we were in a hurry, even cant finish the dessert. tsk tsk wasted la.haha

watched king kong with them. well, overall it was nice. just that the 1st hour was too boring and both my sis fell asleep. when king kong in action, it was interesting. but the ending was sad. anyway, dont get affected by this unprofessional opinion. it's still worth watching. the popcorn sux anyway.

one thing received a sms from someone whom i didnt contact for really long: kok mun! well i m really glad he still remembers me ( cause we arent that close actually) and willing to sms me. haha.

finally i have the chance to call that friend. was really upset cant get to him last nite. at times, i think i m so useless. cant think what's the right thing to say on the phone. just hope he will be fine soon. u can do it, u know it. me and ur friends always care bout u ya!

and pmr results are out tomorrow. hope tony will get pass with flying colours ya. wish him luck and all the best! he's my didi, sure can geh la~

may her soul rest in peace...

well, today was a bad day. got really annoyed by a friend of mine. his stupidity is beyond what i expected: what he said, what he did, all at the wrong time! oh, i was really pissed off.

i supposed to meet fai for yamcha after work. i smsed him while heading to lrt station (where we supposed to meet). he didnt show up after some time, so i called him using public phone.

me: wey where r u? i reach ady la.
he: sry sry tonite cant le. got something to do...
me: then nvm la

well i assumed the plan was cancelled and i was bit angry, he should have let me know earlier. i smsed him to give him a piece of my mind. while waiting for train, i bumped into lz hoe and his gf. as usual, chatted happily with him in the train.

later i had a shock. received a sms from fai: where r u?
i was like, shit what the heck u want? as i was busy chatting so i decided to reply later.

then he called me.
he: hey where r u ah?
me: *puzzled* err... in train
he: *shocked* what?!?!
me: u said cancel ma!
he: ....
me: huh?
he: shit! i thought he ( called from public phone) was another friend. not u
me: -_-"
he: i ajak u ady, so i mai tolak him la. err. but it turns out to be u ah...
me: i mentioned i m fai rite (we have same name anyway)
he: urs and his voice alike. i got mixed up. and the phone number (public phone) begins with 03xxxxxxx and the other friend's number also started with 03.
me: -_-"it's ok la. next time la
*dont tell me u expect me to take the train back to hang tuah...*

guess what was my reaction? haih. speechless. i dunno whether i shud angry at him or blame myseld. if i call him from my hp, this stupid missunderstanding would occur la. like i say IF, if i have sufficient credit, definitely i will call him. tsk tsk. i felt like i screwed up the chance to meet him la. haih.

well if i went yamcha with him, i would have missed the chance to catch up with lz hoe. takdir le. anyway he's still so nice to chat with. seriously. and he's such a good bf. he accompanied his gf back to hse almost everyday. huiyo~but i felt that as if i m the light bulb le. haha.

i supposed to get down at a station before his but decided to chat more so wait for the train to go ampang station and the reverse its route. while waiting, heard some freak singing songs -_-"... org giler la tu...

well, received a bad news today. sad to hear that. just hope my friend will be strong. remember i will always be by ur side, if u need me. just that i really wish i can be next to him to let him know i will always support him.

take a look!






funny leh?

sms from some of my friends really hilarious. few examples below:

1. awak ada payang tak? sekarang hujan oh

i replied: i tak ada payang. payung pun tak ada.

p/s: payang ialah sejenis pukat utk tangkap ikan. i just found that out.

2. mask help me to time out!

no, it's me who helped u to time out. not any mask. besides, there isnt any mask in the shop. and masks cant use the computer.

hehe...

lazy and tired to write long posts. will try to put it short and simple. anyone actually bother to read this craps? haha

ok let me begin with yesterday. bumped into nguk lin, yow lee, her cousin, sze wan, kha wai. mostly, i chat with kha wai and nguk lin. i was told they were shopping for presents *i guess it's for muh tyng*later in the evening, aichen and her bf came into the shop and she supposed to act like customer but didnt.

bad news. did i mention i used to lepak at my friends workplace in parkson? (cause i have no where to go) that's include kacau them, sembang2, borak2, gossip2. aiseh kena complaint liao. err not me, but fai. he kena tegur by the supervisor. i feel so guilty le. most be more careful and avoid those u-must-know-who there. u dont know unless u worked there before.

life is difficult. i thought after the MAKNA ( organisations for cancer ...smtg liddat le) was gone, now the pathways are terrorized by DIGI pulak. tsk tsk. they simply dont understand do-not-disturb-me expression i showed. oh everytime i walked by and they will ask me "would u like to sign up for DIGI postpaid?"or pass one leaflet to me. i have cant escape that route when i m going to toilet and let say i go to toilet 5 times a day, and i would have to say "no thx, sorry"for 10 times (pergi, balik) it's like so segan le. if just ignore them, macam lan c pulak.

aiks i understand their job la. they themselves also aware that they are being annoying, for some people. lean chiew was one of them. well, i still remember how frustrated i was when people refused even to take the pamplets i give them. but now i understand very well. take also no use. masuk tong sampah. but this the pay for this kind of job is quite high, short period but gotta be more muka tebal la. hehe

an announcement: parkson extended their bussiness hours to 11.00 pm till 24th. so u guys can shop till u drop la. got sales somemore. err... isnt that a stupid idea actually? i mean nobody actually awares of that unless u know someone working there. by 10.00pm there's hardy any customers actually. and most entrances are closed. tsk tsk. but good la, got OT= more money for the promoters.

as for today...

met siew wai, wen cheong and yong. ( looks like sure got someone visits me everyday. haha.) and wen cheong masuk kedai buat kacau le. haha. and later followed keat and sang to metrojaya and kacau another fella pulak.

if i wasnt sitting on the benches, i wouldnt have meet kiong. if i didnt go down by that escalator, i wouldnt have bumped into lz hoe. is this what we call as faith?perhaps god knows that i miss them so much?

lz hoe and kiong knows each other. now i found out that one of my colleagues knows kiong. both of them didnt know i and kiong are friends. sometimes life is just like the connection in friendster. by friendster-ing, u come to someone and the next thing, he/she is actually ur friend's friend. haha. globalisation?

i feel i eat too much nowadays. if last time, i would save every penny. simple calculations.

x - y = z ; where x= debit, y= credit, z= gain

since x is a constant, to increase z, y must be reduced.

haha. in short, dont spend so much. that was last time. now, i cant do that anymore. i just feel hungry all the time. and food is so easily available. see, too much freedom is not good. while working, they eat popcorn somemore. hopefully i can gain weight la. my target >55 kg. hehe.

working aint like working anymore. just like what calvin said, try to enjoy my working days. yeah i m doing it. it's just like a warm up before stepping onto battle field. haha.

see garfield and odie everyday. so cute la, pity the fella inside the custome. err... i wanna take photos with them also la, but malu le. in sg wang, power rangers caught everyone's attention. haha. i miss the days when i was their die-hard fan. i like the robots, they call it zords. and i actually made my mum to bought me the thunder-megazord and ninja-megazord. thinking bout it now, how foolish i was. and i realise that how wonderful my parents were, cause that wasnt cheap. 200++ i guess. haha.

christmas is just around the corner. i really wish i can celebrate it with my close friends though it is rather impossible. all also have their own plan except me. sigh. wanna buy christmas presents for some of my friends but shortage of cash le. i saw many cute puppies le * u know who u r... hehe*. countdown? not sure le, cause the next day need to work. the decorations are so beautiful,especially at nite. how i wish i can take photos with my friends and jakun around as well.

there was this treasure hunt in times square, if i m aware of it earlier, definitely i'll join. dont be surprised: i love it! very exciting. haha. last year's monorail raily-hunt was so fun, and i missed this year's . sigh. what a waste!

anyway, the most important event of the day: yue ling's birthday~

happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to yue ling;
happy birthday to u !

wish u have a wonderful year ahead.

and this reminds me of the gathering organised by welding gang last year. i guess that was the most unexpected, happiest celebration for u? it's been a year since the last time we meet them: pelly, tang, chia. miss them?

and my sis just reformated the desktop and i have no problems when both of us on9 at the same time. good le.

aiks át the blink of an eye, it's the end of the year again. soon gotta say goodbye to 2005 and start planning new year resolutions? this time, i will try to make sure i work out things that i planned. haha.

ooops i promised it will be a short one but err... haha.

friday...

i woke up late, around 1030 pm when i should have left around 1015 pm on usual days. so terhegeh-hegeh bathed, changed clothes and rushed to the lrt station. well surprisingly i reached around 1120 am and one of them was waiting for me while the other one was off today.

i was very unlucky. i was asked to switch on the modem and the phone suppose to ring but it didnt. that's when the problems began.

on the screen: connecting to the network. press ESC to cancel.

i waited for awhile and the screen remained the same. -_-"
something must have went wrong.

my paranoid colleague was "die ler die ler. wat the heck u pressed? omg, shit la this time. kanasai la!..."

i tried to explain the whole thing to him but doing that in mandarin/canto without english words at all is almost impossible! so i didnt even think of any ways to calm him down.

what if a customer suddenly dashed in? so i tried pressed ESC and this appeared:

C:/>

-_-" what am i suppose to type?

asking my colleague wont help either. he was so damn freaked."sei lor sei lor..." he was so panic.

ok i was stuck there. i shud have listened to the advice by the staff from MV: restart the pc. but i worried that my colleague will choke me on the spot. he didnt have a clue of what was going on.
luckily i managed to contact janice and she helped me to inform the office to finish the dialling and stuff. so it's clear: it's NOT MY FAULT.

at times, it's quite normal things dont turn out the ways it should. that's when one should realise that he/she cant just follow what is written. lantak la. dont bother to explain. he wont understand anyway.

today, sales was ok. exceeds 1000. good job ya! haha.

my colleague never help me with the sewing in the afternoon. i was so pissed off. not because he didnt help me, it was because his attitude "ur sales mai u do all lo". well, it's his turn, i suppose to help him with the credit card machine, cashier stuff while he was just doing nothing? so muka tebal la him. and i didnt know why i helped him. haih, i still hope i can work peacefully.when these guys gonna realise le? when he opened a new shirt, i m suppose to help him fold and put back nicely? shit la

well, i wont scold customers who came in, tried the clothes and ended up didnt buy. it's absolutely ok. but NOT when i m going home. well, 3 guys came in and 2 of them wanna tried the same shirt. so gotta take out from the stock for them. dunno what they did in the changing room. took so long~and ended up didnt buy!!! few customers came in at the same time ( join the crowd? -_-") and busy asking this and that. they practically turned the shop upside down * fainted* and none of them bought anything. of all the time, why they choose to enter when i was about to close the shop le?

my colleague kononnya need to catch the last bus around 9 pm (anyone can tell me whether this is logic?) so i let him went home first and left me alone doing all the closing stuff. and the paper finished. kanasai la! there wasnt any extra so i have no choice but to print on the paper for credit card machine. haih. after printing only i was told i can print it tomorrow. haih...

shit la.

so many problems occured today.

tomorrow will be a better day~

thursday...

certain things that happened lately give me hope that there are still nice ppl around.

while i was walking to the lrt station, a makcik, a cleaner, shouted "dik, cepat! tren dah naik sampai..." so i quickly dashed to the ticket counter. if not for her, i would have missed that train. and the same goes for someone, whom u nvr expect to meet in life, may change all ur life 180 degrees. i experienced that.

there was a guy in the shop looking for a shirt, for his sis's wedding. very frankly he told me he seldom attend such functions and need my advice. haha. neither i do, but i guess i still have some common senses le. ok, pick few shirts for him and he sort of like it but he told me "i'll be back later ya..."

it could be just an excuse to leave or perhaps he means it. luckily fai phoned me and ask me to met him at my workplace. just when he was about to leave, that guy came back and bought that shirt. yeah, there still people who keep their promises. unlike for some, promises are meant to be broken. or worse, make empty promises.

today was wen cheong's turn. u shud look at his facial expression when i told him the price range. well, i cant ask him to pretend as customer as he really looks too young. sure gagal rancangan. besides, he was in a hurry, watch perhaps love.

during break i again went over to sg wang. fai just finished work and we had ice creams and chatted with everyone there. damn nice. and miza was so jakun bout my pants. haha. even her sales was more than mine. sigh...

as for me, i finished work around 9 pm and wandered around times square to see if there was anything interesting. then walked to the nearby mamak stall and waited for fai. heard someone singing "sry but i'm aquarius", from the cafe i guess, that brought back many memories for me. and felt so good when the wind blown by.

ok fai was very late. he took me to the most high class mamak stall in hang tuah. haha...kun joined us for awhile and 3 of us crapped again le. then back to seriously bussiness. the tv was airing the lord of the rings and fai seemed to be a big fan of it. and i so malu le, cause i nvr follow the series. haha

by the time we left it was about 11.45 pm so he agreed to fetch me home. on motorbike actually. haha. the wind was so strong. i wasnt sure did he speed. but at one time, i almost terjatuh le. haha. takkan nak peluk him kan? at last reached home safely so thx to him ya.

continued my daily routine: eat, bathe, on9, then sleep.

very tired.

happy to have so many people dropped by at my workplace. pearly even pretended as a customer and now she gets a clearer picture of the situation? sry for putting u on the table and thx for accompanied me for lunch. met kun who was heading to cinema. while having dinner with sang and keat, saw pang and borak with him awhile.

after work, i planned to look for fai at his workplace and kebetulan pulak my aunt will come to pick me up. so i headed to sg wang and spent some time there. he was very busy that time * count count* so i enjoyed the sundae (from mcd) while waiting for him. damn paiseh la, dah la tak beli barang, lagi lepak there until they were closing the entrance. -_-"

i cant yamcha with him but we just chit-chat near melia hotel while waiting for my aunt. if im not mistaken this is the 2nd time i talked to him and we sort of get along quite well? perhaps it's because we share the same name- fai? haha.

today, sales was poor. just like yesterday, only 1 item was sold out, and that was done by me. bit proud le*syok sendiri*. i straight away msg some friends. bit childish le but damn satisfied la.

not sure whethere that's a good or bad news. this had made someone so pissed off. muka terus hitam . is there any cure for jealousy? i really malas wanna layan him anymore la. did i mention bout i finally declared a war? i launced it but he initiated it. who's to blame?

when i was humble, he treated me like shit. so why bother to be nice to him?
and i really fed up with his attitude la. lantak dia la.
i showed my "cocky" face to him la. i can be very lan c when i have to. haha i memang lcly geh
i aint dumb, u moron~
i hate to make enemies, but this time i have no choice.
fight fire with fire? that's very immature but it's his style
so i gotta follow the rule of the game la

well i know i'm not really that likeable
most either like me or hate me, no in betweens
but i treat ppl how they treated me
i dont do things which i dont wish others to do to me

some may feel im too sensitive
i agree
im over protective at times too
coz im forced to defend myself
in this dog-eats-dog-world
i need to be selfish sometimes
i need to think of my own interest
i gotta wear masks when i'm on the stage
so what?
others are doing the exact things too

life is much akin to survivor
richard was manipulative and cunning. who can deny one needs to have strategies?
tina was kind hearted and well liked. who says the nice ones cant win?
ethan was smart and protected by his alliances. who will deny intelligence is an advantage?
vee flew under the radar and switch from one group to another. who will thinks the winner must be obvious?
brian obviously took control of everything. who can deny there isnt dumb ones to keep the threat till the end?
jenna had beauty, brain and majority votes. who says hot babes are dumb?
and i forgot bout the rest...
most important, they survived survivor
haha...

one more thing, i know some might not be familiar with pc stuffs but not to the extend, he/she never heard of "hang"? i dont believe they never experienced the situation when programmes stopped loading and satu benda pun tak leh gerak.

besides some dont know bout pressing CTR+ALT+DEL and these ppl claimed they on9 very often. takkan tak pernah hang? oh did i mention that i know someone would read CTR as C-T-R instead of "control".

hey i m NOT looking down at such people. but the fact that these empty vessels make so much noise annoys me. till i also malas wanna layan pc illiterate ppl la. no matter how detailed i explain bout "hang", they wont get it and worse, think that i'm out of my mind.

laughter is the best medicine. something to share with u guys.

accidently saw this love letter for a girl by someone. cant reveal his identity. dont want him to suffer from humiliation.

hi girl ! can i be a friends? can u give me your handset number? my friend want to "pikat u". he so shy. not brave say to u!

full of grammatical errors. inappropriate use of exclamation marks!!! * get what i mean?* structures of sentences is horrible. guess pn usha diane would have fainted on the spot when she knows this the work of a pre-U student.

as for the girl who might receives this, how's ur reaction? i need feedbacks from girls.

personal message for that someone: ai yeh, better write in chinese la. if u really give the letter to that girl, buat malu sendiri saja. how if the girl comes from english spoken family? haha...

well,
they were the one who made me realise
i need to compete with them
i understand one must be selfish
reminded me the concept of survival of fittest
cause it's still a competition afterall

now,
they felt that i'm a threat?
they see me as an enemy?
perhaps they should ponder
why they underestimate me in the first place?
why they think so highly of themselves?
knowing themselves arent superior to me
realise that i aint that dumb too
and that made them pissed off?

i have expected this
this isnt unexpected anyway
i experienced such conflicts
and i survived till the end
yet
i gave up before
and hate myself for that white flag
and wowed wont repeat the same mistake again
that makes me wonder
why should i give up so easily?

when under one roof,
teamwork is important
personal matters should be put aside
and work towards common goal
be fair play nice
so that u'll win it fair and square
not with jealousy and hatred
just being immature i guess
and that's certainly none of my bussinessso
why should i care?
so i'm just doing my job
and if they find it offensive
sry, i cant help it

the reason?
one word
C-O-M-M-I-S-S-I-O-N
guess i cant agree more,
money is the root of all evil

p/s: this is not a poem la

very long post

today was quite interesting. met jian fai and bought him to my workplace. had a pleasant conversation; mostly about jobs, his trip to europe and stuff, while he browsed at the shirts there. then he left to do his hair at kimarie.

just after he left, justin appeared out of no where, and as usual, cracked out some jokes. that certainly brighten up my day. thx alot

during my break, i suppose to find jian fai at kimarie but in the end didnt. it was so crowded there. later, met up with justin and wandered around aimlessly, at least there was someone to talk to.

did i mention that a girl approached me and asked me to do some charity? spend 20 bucks to buy 2 lousy pens help disabled people and the pen as souvenier. well i told her i'm broke and whether i can donate less sum of money.
"can"
"err... at least how much?"
" it's totally up to u..."
"how bout 1 bucks?"
her face turned gloomy
"thanks anyway..."
and she walked away
i was puzzled, speechless.
well amount of money is the measure of my sincerity? i guess, for her, yes. besides i have financial problems too, who gonna help me? she should have targeted those who earn alot isnt?

forget about that. jian fai kept to his promise and dropped by my place to show off me his new hair. he dyed his hair and highlighted the whole head. this is damn cool~* though looked lala a bit*. this is the only time when we can do what we like, cause after this, we wont have such oppurtunity anymore: uni life, work and work. i want to dye and highlight my hair too! but what job can i get after that?

around 6pm i had dinner at the stall once i always visit. well, there's just one more pork chop left. though i ate alone, i didnt feel lonely. perhaps i was too hungry?

when i was back, calvin greeted me and justin again appeared out of no where *again*, and what a coincidence that both turned out at the same time. justin was about to leave so i have some time to catch up with calvin.

someone who looks familiar was next to him. ivan!. and both of them looked so smart in shirts and slacks. white collar job la kononnya. and ivan asked if i'm interested to join him working for a credit card company and now he even has a name card. before that, most asked me to work i office instead. now that they know i have problems at workplace, they ask me to quit that job.

well, i know that working means dealing with people from all walks of life. there's many types of people that i'll meet. i realise that. but just that, i never expect that i'll be working with all the rotten apples, under one roof. actually, they are quite nice most of the time. just that they lose their mind when it comes to money.

i guess they turned ugly when sales and commission are involved. it's pretty normal. no, i'm not complaining how difficult life is, how the reality scares me. i have expected all this. just that his behaviour are "untolerable". i just cant people with childish attitude and immature mind.

to be very frank, the amount of sales one can do depends mainly on luck. let say someone plans to buy a whole new set of clothes and if u happen to serve him, definitely u r considered lucky. well, if the person doesnt intend to buy anything or dont have that much amount of money, no matter how well u serve him, he wont buy from u. it shows that there are certain things beyond our control isnt?

sometimes someone who tried almost everything in the shop might not buy anything at all. vice versa, someone just walk in, browse around, grab that shirt and headed to the cashier. he doesnt even need u to serve him at all. that's the reality, for those who never realise it.

and making a big fuss when the sales is poor doesnt help. neither nor jealous at ur friend when he is just doing slighty better than u. dealing with people like that is tough. oh i wonder why i spend so much time thinking about them?

i m very thankful cause i have a bunch of friends who listened to all my complaints. i guess they understand my situation. though they cant help much, but at least i know they are someone who will be there for me. thx to calvin, pearly, aichen, sis-s, keat, sang and friends for spending time to listen to my problems when there's other stuff that bothered them too.

aiseh life goes on no matter what. oops, did i make it as if sounds too serious? it's still ok. guys, i'll definetly hang on and wont give up like gan and kwan's incident. think again, it seems like i'm part of survivor, need to plot, scheme and have strategies? * i m so evil ?*

or take a more recent example la, kam ji yuk yip ( war and beauty). not about concubines fighting against each other for the king. this time, it's money. the mission is to outwit, outdo and outlast one another, and avoid being the outcast.*which i failed, cause of my banana-ness* perhaps i m too imaginative? haha... speaking of war and beauty, when i told yue ling my thoughts and her intial reaction was "u think u r which character?" -_-"

forget about them. calm down ady la. if last time, i surely throw words at him but dunno how i can be so patience? how come i can act as if nothing happens? guess that i really learnt up from the past.

calvin was right when he mentioned:
i understand ur feeling. just be happy k. ur on ur work, work4 money, try to find way to enjoy ur work, sure there's one, anything u can sms me.

last but not least, they love to replay a particular song again and again. shit la. dont they feel bored? i mentioned bout ye qu before rite? this time it is "bit guai ta"( dont blame him/her) by ron ng. sry to his fans, but i dont like this song.

wow. i've talked enough bout this. something really touched me happened while i was walking from lrt station. there were 2 blind people, a woman and a guy. it was pretty obvious that she was guiding him to walk back home from the lrt station. it's really amazing to see them travel all the way without any help from anyone. just rely on the walking stick and their instinct, how independent they are. i followed them closely behind just in case they need any help, especially in crossing the road. well, they didnt need that. i was really amazed by their will to survive and live like normal ppl. this reminded me of a movie by miriam and tony leung. anyone actually watch that before? think, if u suddenly become blind, do u have the will to live like normal people? and for that i m very thankful for being blessed with sight, even though im short-sighted. i still have my specs anyway

guess that's all for today.

oh ya, have been chatting alot with aichen bout certain type of people. both of us shared lots thoughts, stories from friends and experiences bout them and it was so funny la. if u wanna know, ask me. i dont think i shud post it in my blog as it could be offensive.

another shock of the day. my sis came back. to be precise, she came back from australia. she told us that it's gonna be friday and she will give a surprise. yeah yeah i m very surprised.-_-" haha.at least now my younger sis wont kacau me so much. right now unpack her stuffs.

i have spouted out so much nonsense. it's my blog anyway. i can write almost watever i wish to rite? of course i wont screw up things but pouring all things out but i can assure u i didnt lie or make up stories.

yeah, i'm so tired. tired of life. tired of someone. tired of them...

i cant pls u guys anymore. to these ppl, pls give me a break k?

jay chou's much anticipated november's chopin was finally released. i would say it's great.

source:http://www.yesasia.com

one of the tracks that i like is actually nocturne (ye qu). others, including the tracks from initial D are ok. however, that doesnt mean i would love to listen to the songs in this album over and over again, isnt?

no matter how much u love a song,if u listen to it almost 24/7, u will eventually get bored isnt? well, one of my colleagues actually likes him so much that practically he played this cd again and again for the whole day and at times, the other guy will repeats ye qu *yeah again and again as well* ...

that's not all. other shops are playing this cd too. i guess all nearby shops have this cd too. oh, before going home, we dropped by at "S.H.E. shop"and guess what, it was ye qu again... just now, i played one of my cd, yet ye qu was the 1st track. sigh.

yeah about my job? i'm doing fine. learnt quite alot these few days. guess at the end of the day i can improve my mandarin as well. i have to speak mandarin with them. as alex can speak mandarin, i only have little problem with chee tat. haha. my mandarin sux and he isnt fluent in canto, so it was like chicken and ducks'conversation. reminds me of chee sang, we talked in bahasa melayu and english then. haha.

this experience is somehow very different from my previous jobs. i have alot freedom, even something i never thought of. haha. when i think bout it again, i dont seem like working! no, i dont break the rules, just that there isnt much rules to follow. when there isnt any customers, we chit chat with each other and we they peep at girls. just to let u know, interesting sight from there. people from all walks of life, from lala to adults. haha. a fashion show, that's how they describe it.bumped into few of my friends. at least more than one per day. some complained they couldnt recognise me. haha. anyway it's really nice to meet all of them.

yesterday...

it's amazing how fast news can travel. perhaps faster than the light? luckily it wasnt gossip or bad stuff or i'll die le. i remember clearly that i just sms sang the other day, and that night, keat asked me about it and the next day, i saw kun and he asked the same thing. beware: guys can be quite kepoh too.

out of boredom, yesterday i went to look for miza and aishah in parkson and chatted a little while. that's when i had a little talk with kun. well, he was working as promoter in the pathway between parkson's entrance and sg wang (near the atm machine area) and during saturday evening, can u imagine how packed it is over there? how many people rush into and out of sg wang through that place? seriously, it's kinda easy to steal the shoes and yet he looked very relax. and he told me he enjoyed, cause can "kap lui". -_-"

keat, sang and friends were going to watch andy lau in concert, so they just dropped by in times square before meeting another friend. nice to catch up with them too.

looking at everyone seemed so busying shopping for christmas and new year clothes. happily waving their purchases and walked in and out of shops. arghh... i need cash. i desperately need cash. some planned to watch movies. yeah, i overheard their conversations to decide on which movie and buying popcorn and stuff. it's been few month since the last time i stepped into a cinema. anyone willing to watch movie with me?

went home together with chee tat. while on the way to hang tuah station. here's the conversation. his canto is damn funny btw.

he took out a cigratte and the lighter and ...
ct : wei, jou meh nei jung mei yau lui pang yau geh?
joe: yong shui, mou yan yiu...
ct : nei tu mm cha ma
joe: ....
*moment of silent*
he puffed some cigratte smoke in my direction, not exactly to my face.
imagine how much nicotine, tar and stuff went into my lung.

and the next thing,let me warn u before u read: dont say i perasan ah~ i was standing and i suspect there were 2 malay girls that were actually trying to capture a pic of me with her handphone. it was quite obvious la. when i got down from the station, they looked downhearted and then...giggling at each other and to me, through the window. -_-". i told my sis bout this and her only response was "haha... perhaps muke u tu pelik sangat gua..."

oh remember i mentioned bout guy's version of sky (tian kong). it is sing by yuan wei jue xing. thx to pearly for telling me the name. and jay, still remember u said guy's version doesnt exist? haha. damn satisfied. i like both versions anyway.

another thing, i thought i would never touch my stpm papers for the time being but i actually did- and discussed the answers in a forum. oh, i'm too "hardworking" or should i say insane? wait... anyone actually thinks i m sane in the 1st place? haha...

"guess who i saw? he and his gf..."

sms from a friend of mine. i was like "er...who is him?" at that moment, i was puzzled, who is him?

well yesterday was the my 1st day of working, not my 1st job as jay thought. anyway thx to his and siew wai's wishes. haha. today was ok la. will talk bout it another time.

"i'll give u a call later k?...". today i kena again la. to those who know him should understand what i mean right?

a friend was right. i should have faith in myself and others, and be more self-confident.

oh, remember the motto for 5 maju? sze jun actually made an exact one (same design, same color) for her class in cochrane.

oh, again, poor command of english is no big deal, it seems so.

till here. i'm very tired.

need to wake up early tomorrow.

wednesday

as i remember i had a chat with xin yee till around 4am and it took another 30 minutes before i fall asleep.

well, it seems that my friends love to call me while i was sleeping. and the calls were from those who are least likely to call me, ie siewai and kiong le.

finally i woke up around 12pm and got myself ready. received a sms from han xian; she was on the way to sg wang. besides, justin was there too. ok, who am i gonna meet?

again, i missed the train by seconds. aiks, gotta wait for the next train and when i arrived, it was drizzling. all wet la, what else?

i headed to the arcade when i suppose to meet her at the arcade floor. i actually searched for her inside the arcade. silly me. oh, she introduced a friend to me. *err forgot her name...* she resembles may chuan. haha

then i bumped into justin and his friend, chee kin * i think so la*. since both group wanna know how each other looks like, so i arranged for them to meet at 6th floor. yeah and he had our lunch together. by the time, my chicken chop rice arrived, they almost finished theirs.

after that, we had window shopping, at cyc, if u heard of that shop, i bought a pants. yeah it's very difficult for thin ppl like me to buy pants.

it was raining heavily. luckily monorail is there for those who wanna cross over to sg wang from times square. we went to meet xin yee in watson. and i assumed she was quite shocked to see me and so many people. so i introduced her to them.

actually, it never came across my mind that i will be hanging out with so many groups of people. and it turned out that they clicked with each other, and that's like so nice. now, it seem like a gathering-to-make-new-friends, and i'm the middle man la. haha

since she hasnt taken lunch, so i accompanied her. *carry on our original plan, yam cha and chit-chat* everywhere is so busy and crowded, even the queue at both mcd and kfc was so long.

so she had her dainty morsel( quoted from her blog) and i had ice lemon tea. well, that costed us 24 bucks. yeah we spent almost 1 hour there and we talked almost everything, academics, life, etc etc.

after that she accompanied me to look for a black tee. went in and out of many shops, at last found one that is suitable. but i was 40 bucks poorer. sigh.

then we headed home. packed like sardins in the lrt. haha. i was so tired that i actually fall asleep on the bed.

but as she said, price for getting to catch up with a friend is priceless. i cant agree more.

saw this pic in my photobucket account...


5 maju together in pursuit of excellence. well that was our motto. it still exists, though not in a good condition.




that was 2004 batch's classroom but the design remained almost the same and somehow the "feel" is still there... haha except for the background. and my sitting place was hidden from this view actually.

gathering at klcc. haha.


well, i really miss u guys. and i just received a msg from ezlin. i definitely cherish the moments we had together.*though it's kinda late to say it out*

everyone's taking different path and perhaps at one of the intersections, we'll meet again?