hooray. march is here *finally*. however i'm still in disbelief. 3 months had passed since the last day of stpm.

a friend once commented that feb was the shortest month of the year , yet it dragged to be longest. for me, it was full of changes.

in february:
missed the genting trip. found out that another friend got attached. lonely single awareness day. pearly started working, so is manyit, stacy, hanxian, wen cheong. rowena's new look. yoke's self-acclaimed 魅力沒法擋. fei resigned. missed the leo and miriam's concert.

besides that, i:
befriended with someone. annoyed by an idiot. disappointed with one's decision. alienated a group of friends. understand myself better. obsessed with 约定.

in march, it's gonna be worse. results will be released, as well as unsolved issues at workplace, friendship matters, inner-self conflicts, trust issues. i need to make important decisions.decisions that most likely will change my life forever and there is really no turning back for this on. with my indecisive nature, it aint gonna be easy.

many gonna celebrate their birthdays in march. that's gonna burn a hole in my pocket, and headaches searching for suitable presents.

before i forget, happy birthday, tony chin! my pet-bro is turning 16 and i m stepping into 20 soon. haha. i want a choc banana cake from big apple restaurant!

i m bored of my hair. the color faded away too. it's turning darker and becoming black. ooh, 88 bucks gone like that. should i get a haircut?haha

ppl around me are behaving in a really weird manner. well i'm an eccentric fella too. haha

the arrogant and lan c guy suddenly became very friendly, towards me. we hardly know each other yet he dare to enter the shop and chit-chatting with me. -_-"

sometimes i wonder how fast ppl can change? i have the answer now- very fast. a friend got promoted and within minutes, i really notice the difference in his attitude.

i used to hate myself for being selfish, especially the naive ones always scold me and i feel guilty. now, not anymore! everyone is being selfish too, some to the extent of cheating and betrayal. i need to look into my own interest and protect myself too.

another 2 weeks before stpm results will be released...