Sunday, February 26, 2006
just me and my boring life
sang's back in action, would be in lot 10 for 2days, and that means i would have a regular partner to have meal with.
pearly came to collect the weighing scale which she asked me to grab it at the last day of watson's offer. (detailed enough?)
stacy and hamtaro came in not long after pearly. 3 of us catch up with each other.
***
i realise what's the difference between close friends and normal friends.
and i found out that there are really ppl whom i cant get along with, so there will be ppl whom i can actually get along with, even at the 1st conversation.
and 3 of us realise the importance of choosing a marketable degree with a bright job prospect. we still have much to learn.
we need to plan our future. another headache.
kawai too, dropped by, after buying kelly's cd and vcd. and that certainly reminded me of leo and miriam's concert which i was so eager to watch. haih.
and my colleague's comment made me realise something-who's the friend that i'm really comfortable with.
before i forget, did i mention even workplace is another issue? things got so messed up and i felt like i'm the one who got screwed up. sigh.
and i just remember, i m holding the keys. i cant be late. and it's 2.38 a.m. now!
me, she
part 1.
i cant stand la..go out lo..
cant stand mai sit lor
NOTHIN la..
me too la. bored like hell
u no car meh?
realli no wo
haiz..nothin.now i jz wan ppl hv car
part 2.
wan go kai kai?
when?
now. u hv car?if no. nothin. hehe
haha now watch tv
go hell la.
the question is - who she thinks she is?
just because she is cute, adorable, and what so ever, knowing her as a friend doesnt mean that i m among few guys going after her.
besides, it was another friend who introduced her to me. and i thought i should be nice to my friend's friend.
now i know that having a car- is one of the things in her friends-must-have list.
*sigh*
and that definitely earns her a place in my personal black-listed ppl as well. aint that cool?
some ppl are just choosy in choosing friends as well. looks, money, career and what else that counts?
that's a very good example, when i keep mention-that i choose friends as well. i dont need such friend. friend who desert me when i'm worthless. haha. come on, this is life, i told myself
p/s: well, i left some hidden clue abt that person here. i believe the observant ones will notice it.
Saturday, February 25, 2006
约定...你
watched the mv(music video) the other day. i agree with most, it is very similar to 童話 .- the beginning, the piano, the style, the concept, the settings, lightings and so on.
it takes some time to load.
at 1st i even think that it is the sequel to 童話. well, too early to tell if it can regain 童話 's success.
anyway, malaysia boleh! haha.
the day before one of them approached me and bried me abt WWF and related stuff. when she found out that i'm actually that young-financially unstable, she then asked me to help her to promote abt the fund-raising event to others which i agreed.
she was a really polite and nice lady.
and yesterday, it was a totally different story.while i walked pass the same path, another lady gave me a stare (coz i buat tak tau when i saw her) and pointed at the banner.
"heard of WWF?" she asked.
i nodded my head, trying to tell her that others i ady brief me on it. but that wasnt the case.
" oh, then have u fill the form?" she again asked.
"err.. no" i told her.
"why?" she questioned me.
i was stunned.
as she came nearer, i told her "i dont have any credit cards..."
"another excuse" she replied, very sarcastic, just like the lady at the star edufair.
well, i appreciate her job, which is collecting fund for WWF, it aint easy. i know that. maybe others gave her a hard time. perhaps she was too pressured. whatever reason it is, it's not justiable for her to be so rude.
she should have pick those richer ppl, at least ppl with a stable job, not part-timer like me. it's obvious that ppl like me is financially unstable and she should have expect that.
i'm not trying to make her look bad. just that i have a feeling that she's just worry abt her personal target.who knows how much commission she can get if someone actually sign up? i'm not sure abt it. i dont know if it's a volunteer work, so i wont assume things.
in short, she's rude.
my colleague's friend, wilson dropped by and the next thing he did was- promote this skim piramid (something like skim cepat kaya) and of course, both of us didnt fall for it.
mr boss suddenly appeared out of nowhere and gave 3 of us a shock. there was some stuff that both of us tried to convince him and we failed.
then it was me and my colleague's turn to sort things out-work related stuff, which could really screw us up if left unresolved. and i'm glad i take this approach, though i fear it might ruin everything. and luckily,it didnt.
jackie and his friend, caroline, came in and i had alittle chat with him for awhile before kha wai and yow lee gave me a surprise visit. my plan was to catch up with jackie before joining the latter for drinks.
i guess i talked too much, by the time kha wai and yow lee returned, me still chating with jackie and caroline. somehow, later majlis bersurai lor- jackie and caroline went to look for another friend, yow lee back to her workplace and that left kha wai at my place.
we chatted and discussed alot of things, ranging from studies, work, career, love and so on. no doubt, he is the best choice when comes to more mature stuff. by having friends who work in different fields, one can really learn alot bout their experiences. thus, get a clearer picture of the outside world.
he left, the other 2 came back. 3 of us went to the hotel's cafe to buy some cakes, a treat for jackie and a new friend-caroline. 3 of us share one thing in common-so sampat. 3 of really made a scene there. at 1st, rambang mata when choosing the cakes, so bising and kecoh, and jakun as well. 3 chinese merepek-repek and mengarut in bm. haha. i guess even may lee who was serving us, also -_-". luckily we didnt kena halau by the management lor.
satu monyet, satu babi and satu lagi di-babikan(me).
monyet bergayut-gayut, babi bergolek-golek...
* tak ingat yg lain2 la*
they actually planned to peep at justin lo, who was having meet-fans-session at sg wang and i was thinking of tagging along but in the end, tak jadi. that monkey was so full that he didnt want to move.
maybe it was coincident, maybe it wasnt, jackie's frens, 2 of them was nearby so they came in to look for him. hmm...let me see, there were 6 ppl in the shop * so meriah* but none of them are customers.*sweat sweat* haha.
well, if edison and ah lok came in too, we could have a gathering and if boss suddenly turned out, then kanasai la.
by the way, they left around 8pm and the next thing i realised was- time passed by so fast. haha.
sampat-ing really fun lor so that i can forget abt nuisance that's been bothering me, at least for that time being.
stpm results...
to be frank, i dont expect to pass with flying colors but of course i hope it'll be good enough to secure a place in uni, in the course that i want.
farhan once said, taking results is more terrifying than sitting for the exam itself. he was right. actually it started to bother me, who wont be worry?
i shall enjoy the last few weeks of idle life. after getting the result, there's no more excuse. gotta start to plan abt my future, seriously.
growing up aint that easy, now i realise that.
Monday, February 20, 2006
mr lonely?
it seems like everyone around me is in relationships and i'm the only black sheep. haha.
of course, i hope to have someone with me, talk to me, listen to me, understands me, loves me and so on, but that doesnt mean i need to rush into a relationship.
what most of them say?-"hey, even mr (u name it) has attached, when's ur turn?faster go find someone la..." "nobody wants me haha..." that's how i usually reply them.
i could only laugh when i heard that. the way they talk, as if finding a gf is as simple as choosing a bottle of drinks? or just another mix and match ?
no doubt, it can be that way,that easy, simply pick someone and see if the relationship can bossom. haha. i wonder if it really works? yes- answer given by a friend.
yesterday, siew wai and his gf dropped by. i was stunned by her blond hair, nearly cant recognise her. catched up with him alittle. then, stacy and her bf as well as eunice and her bf suddenly came into the pic, and it was like a mini gathering for lovers, getting to know each other amongst them, that made me felt so awkward too -_-". my colleagues even thought it was planned. haha.
aiks..
haha im at the edge of hitting 2-0 and i still wonder what love is all about...* laugh at myself*
"...u know that day times squar,e i was just taking abt u then u tapped me on de shoulder...then ï told kez about me u jac and kev... then i ran into jac's sis.." gianne told me.
unexpected isnt? i saw her while she was on the escalator so i approached her and wanted to give her a surprise, at the same time, she was telling her friend that she wanted to visit another friend working nearby (which is me) and...
luckily, she wasnt bitching abt me or i'll be able to catch her red-handed and skin her alive! *evil grin*
moral lesson- beware and becareful, look around before u start gossip abt someone, the person might just appear out of nowhere.
me, she, kev, jac? *sigh* oh definitely i still remember that, how could i forget that? while i should let bygones be bygones, some fragments of the past still worth keeping. that period was short but we had much fun, didnt we? and i pressume, that only both of us still bookmark that. it was unforgettable, at least for me.
at times, i do look at the right place at the right time. perfect timing~
yes, i saw u!! * u should know who u are*
if u think i didnt, u're wrong. every time u're there, i saw u by chances, lucky, i guess.
...
anyway, looking back, i realise many situations in life were much akin to crossroads. similarly, one path lead to another. because of the decisions i made and choices i chose in the past, i am who i am today.
no point turning back, being guilty and regretful for whatever mistakes one did. what's more important is to learn the lesson and move on.
life is too short.
Sunday, February 19, 2006
约定
his latest album, entitled "a promise", will be released in march.
these lines do speak out what's in my mind:
我还记得我们的约定...
...
你会记得我们的约定?
something to ponder about:
how many times u make a promise and failed to keep ur promise?
how many times someone made a promise and still unable to fulfill it?
current favourites

justin's 好人 is one of my favourites. now, i found out that 命硬 is nice too. one of hongkong's rising stars, based on his achievements last year.

denise ho's 勞斯.萊斯 earned her an award in jade solid gold top 10 songs and i was told this song and 化蝶 were quite famous in hongkong. remember: watch the mv of 勞斯.萊斯 ya.
images from http://www.yesasia.com
fearless
watched fearless with wen cheong the other day, in exchange for 3 hours sing k session before that. if only i can memorize lyrics better, the 3 hours would be more fun, minus the terrible food of course.
actually i'm neither a diehard fan of jet li nor martial arts movies, but somehow he managed to persuade me to watch it. besides, earlier, someone recommended it to me. no, i didnt fall asleep. it wasnt as boring as what others thought. i guess the moral of the story is more important, rite?
however, i dont adore the theme song, huo yuan jia in by jay chou. haha.
Tuesday, February 14, 2006
Saturday, February 04, 2006
my sis is a genius! well, she claimed she is one, after doing those intelligence test. forget the fact she did very badly in her exams all this while, especially add maths. *evil laughter*
anyway, here's the link if anyone actually wanna try it out. * enter at ur own risk ya*
www.intelligence-test.net/part1/
i did it earlier but i gave up halfway. * malas nak fikir la...* fyi, i was in the average category. ok la, i m a dolt, my brain cant think that fast. haha.
one thing we have in common. when comes to maths, we are failures. surprisingly i obtained A1 for add maths., count that lucky ya.
it was yesterday, i think, when she approached me with a piece of paper and a pencil, the next thing i heard was penyempurnaan kuasa dua.
i scribbled something. then...
....
oops. i have forgetten the methods * sigh*
funny, when i told yoke abt it, she reminded me of something "muru will terjun bangunan lor..."
well, mr muru, our beloved maths teacher, always warn us not to give him any shock. and if we screwed up maths paper, he once said that he wil jump off the building. of course, he was kidding la.
even when he's not around for the past few months ie life without maths, i find my life is still very complicated, like a maths question. worse than a trigonometry question. haha.
when the books are left untouched for sometime, it's acceptable to forget some stuff, but, not this one.
how da heck i gonna solve those algebra if i cant event factorize it?*sigh*
btw, i have some bad news. it's being rumoured that the results will be out at the end of the month. it could be in early march.
either way, approximately one more month to go...
*sigh*
i sort of like wanna go la. though no free tickets, i m
so anyone wanna go?

from: http://www.galaxy.com.my/default02.htm
Wednesday, February 01, 2006
woof woof... happy doggy new year everyone!
and, happy federal territory day everyone! * for those who live in kl*
wait... hey where's my angpow?
the last few days, visited my relatives, collected angpows * not much though...* and didnt balik kampung la. * no kampung how to balik leh?* however, it's really nice to see have all of them gathered together.
these few days ate too much, as a result, stomache la. but ah, i cant resist myself from eating, cause i have nothing else better to do. since most of my friends were busy or not in kl, so i have nobody to hang out with.
everyone is so busy. take pearly for example, who even tell me her schedule for the whole week. -_-". but, it's totally opposite here. i m bored to death.
but, starting work tmr. sigh. malas to work after so many days of holidays. haha.
p/s: toothache is killing me... sigh...but paracetamol works haha
let's talk about music...
after the recent rthk 10, the results of all 4 prestigious music awards in hk for 2005 are finally complete. much have been said by everyone, especially the fans.
metro radio hit? the organisers would make sure nobody walked home empty handed. so what happens to the value of the awards?
some deem that cr2 903 (chik chak)'s results is more accurate. it's actually based on the songs' airplay, which is in total control of the dj-s, so guess what happens if the dj-s favour certain singers or dislike the others?
as for tvb jade solid gold,those who take part in their production will certaintly secure an award, and eg, that was very crucial in top 10 songs and best male singer this year. tau khabar angin tu tak?
rthk top 10 suppose to be the fairest and most reliable one but well, we have no say over their decisions, dont we?
face it, it's quite impossible to please the fans of every singers. there wont be one music award that appear to be "fair" to everyone. as long as there's good music, that's pretty enough.
just a short short review ya...
quite happy with justin and janice emerged as the best newcomers. unanimous decision anyway. besides, their good man and big brother were a hit and good man even went into top 10 in rthk.eason has a successful comeback while leo ku had a great year. 4 songs from eason's u87 topped the charts while leo has a number of hits too, who doesnt heard of his 10 minutes medley- jade solid gold? on the other hand, denise ho and fiona sit seem to improve alot, by looking at their achievements. oh, joey yung and miriam yeung still unbeatable.
complete list of all 4 music awards maybe found in www.yesasia.com soon, i guess. perhaps, try look for it in chinese websites ya.
btw, i have my personal list of favourite songs in 2005. not all are the famous ones, award-winning- songs, some may not even heard of it, but for me, they are very meaningful.
- mandarin -
珊瑚海 coral reef – jay chou & lara
童話 fairy tale – michael wong
forever love – lee hom
天空 sky – jolin tsai
一千年以前 one thousand years later – lin jun jie
少年 teenage – michael wong & chao ge
愛錯 love wrongly – lee hom
偏見 – gigi leung
愛可以問誰 who can I ask about love? - hacken lee
曖昧 – rainie yang
- canto -
好人 good man – justin
ABC君 mr. abc – alex fong
自欺欺人 self deceiption- alex fong & theresa
大哥 big brother – janice wei lan
如無意外 if nothing goes wrong – denise ho
二等天使 second level angel – wilfred lau
無賴 rascal – ronald cheng
阿牛 – eason chen
天才與白痴 genius and idiot – leo ku
男孩像你 a guy like you – fiona sit
越唱越強 more singing more power – joey yung
p/s: i want ur comments on both lists...
Sunday, January 29, 2006
"i will explain to u later. dun message me anymore. sorry. haih."
...
that's neither from me nor for u. that's actually the message i received from someone approximately a week ago. how did i feelings? need not to elaborate.i was shocked. i didnt know what i should do or how should i react?
he described me as "noi yau chin kuan". guess that suits him more than me.
i dont know whatever that reason that lead to his decision to cut off the friendship. i will never know, unless he is willing to clear up the pictures. but he refused, so i guess i will be in the dark, forever.
remember that night?
the time we talked bout our lives
the moment we shared our ups and downs
we reminisced about the past
recalling how wonderful life was
we tried to foresee our future
hoping to live the life we want
that night,
we knew both had a tough year
things just went wrong
i regretted of doing something
he made some mistakes too
life was so stressful
i almost give up
he is never the cheerful person he was
that night
we knew our common goal
i worked very hard
he put all his efforts
i know where i stand
he wished he could have done better
now,
we keep our fingers crossed
and wish one another good luck
that night,
he told me he's into music
i told him i like music too
singing is his passion
listening to him is my pleasure
one day, he shall be on the stage
and i will be his audience
that night,
we told one other about growing up
he told me his hopes
i told him my fears
very well, we understood
life's like that
and that night,
we never expect things to turn out this way
sometimes
dreams just never come true
is he my friend
is he my foe
i dont know, nobody knows either
i m seeking the answer
perhaps, only time will tell
he has his reasons
which i shall never know
for a broken friendship
one shouldnt stick to it, it's pointless
one shouldnt throw it away, it's heartless
at least, i know
for once, he was my friend
a friend that i nvr regret of knowing
to be frank, it never came across my mind to make u look bad. i really wish to express my feelings here and let u know what's in mind. perhaps, u could see things from my point of view.
why waste time and enery on friends like him? my friend told me. i cant hate him, something is holding me back.
what should i do?
***
one problem followed by another.
"i know u more than u think." u dont. dont perasan la.
to be fair enough, i understand u much more than u expect.
ppl around me, especially this person, claimed they know me well, yet, they always missunderstood what i said and pressume things. i dont blame him if he never expect me to be that complicated but he surely shouldnt think i'm that simple minded.
one time, he ignored me and all my messages went unreplied. the next thing, he treated me nicely and acted as if nothing happened. how dumb he is to think that i didnt realise all this? how fake some ppl can be?
him? i used to trust him alot and i guess, he wont get that anymore.
***
i'm sure most would hear of it- "sorry no cure"
now i finally understand its meaning when i relate it to my own experience. sometimes, there's no way to un-do one's mistake, take back one's action or words. face it. "it's ok"- that's just being polite.
there's no point telling the person how regretted u feel after doing it. when u had done a mistake, learn ur lessons.
this little thing called friendship is in fact a big big thing in my life. as gianne commented before, my life is full of drama and it's never quiet from conflicts and problems.
and that really bothers me.
received my 1st angpow from my boss. haha.
received 2 greetings cards from my friends. thx alot ya.
received lots of forwarded messages from friends whom i didnt contact for some time.
didnt hear much noise outside, even firecrackers. perhaps it's because of the news bout someone in the neighbourhood was arrested by police for some offence which i wasnt sure about.
i'm eating alot nowadays. just now, i ate 4 oranges and finished half of the cookies in the bottle, then i had stomachache.
anyway
happy chinese new year everyone
hopefully the year of dog brings more happiness


